Goodbye,terrible family bond.

The most funny thing is to require other's affection without paying.Only one little thing she treated the other well can be spoken out thousands of times to prove how good she has ever been to the other,no matter how many times she has ever used malicious remarks to blame the other,wholesale jerseys, or forget how well the other has ever treated her.Only she is right in all the people around her.In her mind，she is perfect and can't stand one behavīor which she thinks it bad or impolite to her,no matter whether others mean to or not.No matter what wrong things she has done,she always has all kinds of reasons to forgive herself and make her understood,instead,for others',she always mercilessly kicks others into a group of “inhumane”.She always regards herself a child,instead,others are required to be perfect,wise adults.She eagers to be respected and treated well by others,however,she doesn't understand what is “respect.”She hopes to be cared more by others,but she never knows how to love others.She always carps at others' one word or one action,not only narrow-minded to the bone,even thinks others bad to the bone.So terrible!Because of one word,she would deny everything of the other,cheap fake oakleys, even always misunderstands or changes the meanings of others' words.Is there anyone who would like to be with her?Only her present family because they have to.
I have tried my best to never make her angry just because of the only family relation left,in order to make parents not disappointed in the heaven,in order that she won't get sick because of me.To the end,everything is in vain,she can never consider respecting me.
Now，I seem to get relaxed completely.I have no worries,I can really part from her.It's she who doesn't like to treasure the affection between us.And I told her at last that what I really want to do for her is to make her never angry.Her angry is too much,from young to now,countless.I never feel happy with her but a big pressure and her any-time getting angry.I have had enough of it.In her mind,I am just a stupid person who doesn't really love her.In fact,I am,I don't love her,cheap snapback hats, real love can't be acted.I only don't want to make anyone unhappy or do any unhappy things.Talking with her and listening to her opinions is a big pain for me.I know I am also false,always pretend to agree with her everything and even think myself no-brain before her.However,for her,I know almost all the people do the same thing as me because nobody wants to provoke her because of her bad temper.I thought I should treat her well to sustain a good relation.I was wrong,we don't need each other at all,I never feel any warmth from her but some deep memories of being hurt.No one nice memory she treated me,not I forgot but I can't find.She is the only person in this world who has hit me just because she thought I didn't respect her.In her mind,what she can see is almost all the people' bad shortcomings or black hearts.She herself thinks she can look through all the people.In fact,those who she thinks don't respect her,listen to her or like her are all bad.She hates to see I am better to anyone than to her,or anyone better to me.I know if I will have been with her,cheap oakleys, I would be sick.Actually,her repeated ideas have influenced some these years,so terrible,my all kindness to others seems stupid in her eyes.
This year is my turning point,I think,I spoke out all my true words,never keep suffering both at work and in |ife.Maybe it was my fault from the beginning that I always want surfaced good relations and ignore the hidden trouble in heart.
Actually there's nothing if there's true care.No matter whether they are family or not,nobody wants to stay with a perdon who brings no warmth,sunshine or love.
With its nature,I have tried but I don't want to be person who thinks myself awful.I should find myself back,who thought most of things were nice.
Goodbye,so-called family bond,cheap jerseys, go to live our individual lives,even if becoming strangers.It may be the best way.